Assalamualaikum..............:)
hmm,ok xtau kenapa tbe2 mta y nak lelap,leh terjaga..seriously, i need someone that i can talk,share..p ntahla agk mlg ye ckit hdup aq, cz xtau nak citer ng sapa..so, xpla life must be go on rite,..i 'm whispered my self..be strong dear.everything will be fine and sun of the happiness will be appears later. u just must be patience a lot and believe that the god had prepared and arranged something that very good for u..my goodness, i should thankful to god because whatever is i still have persons around me that still love, care, caring, motivate and support me..i have my parents, siblings, friends which is made my life more cheerful and colorful. I'm bless to say that, I'm so hepi with that all..so, why should I'm still keeping crying..i not know why, my tears so easily to fall down. OK i repeated again, as (my name) u should be strong k, maybe something that happens are good for u..believe that, maybe something that u feel not convenience or not good for u are truly inside good for u..OK fine, i know that, not at all that i want i can to get it..fine but i'm so wondering because I'm not wishes to become rich, or become beautiful..but I'm just want some pieces of happiness will be sun in my life when i through it..why it is so difficult to get it?????........
Ya, Allah maybe this test happen to close u with me..hopefully, with u "hidayah" i will able to through my life with strong, happy and bless. so starting from now I'm must be focus with my studies, remembered that the final exam just around coming, I'm must get the result with the flying color. i know that no matters can give happiness to my parents excepts with my success. i want look the smile from my parents with my success. with that, I'm promise to myself will threw away the hard feeling..remembered a lot of Allah, my beloved parents which is give a lot of hope to look i'm success. i'm should works harder to pay all the difficulties my parents in way to grew up me. insya ALLAH....
P/S: Hopefully all that i'm had saying i will do it very well, not just to comfort myself......
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